can't think of anything anymore. tho when i couldn't sleep all last week, got to the loopy point of sleep deprivation that i was spouting off some of my best stuff.
never wrote anything down b/c my thoughts are usually faster than my pen.
i need something ... a drink? no. a hug? nope. uggh. i'm going stir crazy without him.
even through 2months of D being laid off back in May or whenever it was (sheesh I forgot already. )
we were able to keep some shred of our lives and sanity for that matter. that has changed.
I need a vacation :/

fml