Though through the night my love was bitter,
I longed to hold you by my side.
In harshest winds my heart did drift,
and my love's flame could not ignite.
Grief to you, was all that surfaced,
tossed upon unruly claims.
Let them vanish, now depart,
tragedy rode on crimson waves.
How to kill a dream .... by Raeofsonshine, literature
Literature
How to kill a dream ....
All that we long for, rests under the ashes.
Belonging to someone, or something unseen.
All that we hope for, lost under the surface.
Unfolding aversion, in fashions obscene.
Blindly we gather things up for eachother,
when one and the other knows nothing of need.
All that we look to, cannot offer solace.
When heads in disgrace,
are bowed downward from greed.
you've been left wanting...
a glutton for loneliness...
There's a knawing ache inside.
You bring it upon yourself.
Concious of your decision,
once again made the wrong choice.
Not alone in those actions,
but kept pushing for your needs.
Torn to see you wave goodbye ...
my conscience has left me.
Here we are again...
screaming at the top of our lungs.
What are you trying to prove?
You're right and I'm wrong.
Playing favorites you always lose.
Once more, i'll mask my disappointment.
You blatently throw yours in my face.
Still you think your way is best...
Muffled cries and streams of tears,
leaves no glory behind.
He asked the question, "could she know?"...
I think He already does.
From his subtle glances,
to the gentle caress of his fingers on hers;
he won her heart from the moment he smiled.
It was then, for him, she chose to love.
Though through the night my love was bitter,
I longed to hold you by my side.
In harshest winds my heart did drift,
and my love's flame could not ignite.
Grief to you, was all that surfaced,
tossed upon unruly claims.
Let them vanish, now depart,
tragedy rode on crimson waves.
How to kill a dream .... by Raeofsonshine, literature
Literature
How to kill a dream ....
All that we long for, rests under the ashes.
Belonging to someone, or something unseen.
All that we hope for, lost under the surface.
Unfolding aversion, in fashions obscene.
Blindly we gather things up for eachother,
when one and the other knows nothing of need.
All that we look to, cannot offer solace.
When heads in disgrace,
are bowed downward from greed.
you've been left wanting...
a glutton for loneliness...
There's a knawing ache inside.
You bring it upon yourself.
Concious of your decision,
once again made the wrong choice.
Not alone in those actions,
but kept pushing for your needs.
Torn to see you wave goodbye ...
my conscience has left me.
Here we are again...
screaming at the top of our lungs.
What are you trying to prove?
You're right and I'm wrong.
Playing favorites you always lose.
Once more, i'll mask my disappointment.
You blatently throw yours in my face.
Still you think your way is best...
Muffled cries and streams of tears,
leaves no glory behind.
He asked the question, "could she know?"...
I think He already does.
From his subtle glances,
to the gentle caress of his fingers on hers;
he won her heart from the moment he smiled.
It was then, for him, she chose to love.
How to kill a dream .... by Raeofsonshine, literature
Literature
How to kill a dream ....
All that we long for, rests under the ashes.
Belonging to someone, or something unseen.
All that we hope for, lost under the surface.
Unfolding aversion, in fashions obscene.
Blindly we gather things up for eachother,
when one and the other knows nothing of need.
All that we look to, cannot offer solace.
When heads in disgrace,
are bowed downward from greed.
Favourite genre of music: Alt. Rock | Hardcore /screamo/oldies/classical/opera Favourite photographer: so far .... xlonelyxdreamerx and cdsteel Personal Quote: awaiting a poignant response amidst the drivel of humanity.~Rae
no i don't mean myself ... i just showered ;)
things are crazy right now. My Gma Dawn has been battling colon cancer for the past year and isn't doing well. :sniff: and my husband's moms' boyfriend is in the hospital fighting for his life with a staph infection. :pray:
can't wait to go on vacation. :relax: :sun: :woohoo: I've never seen the ocean and we'll have 10 days there.
It'll be nice.
Also, not quitting my job, just dropped down to two days a week. I'm blessed to be able to do that.
It's been nice to spend time with My Love :glomp: :love: :huggle:
That's all in my realm. <3 ~R~
:sarcasm: F*%k!
so i'm gonna quit my job soon,
that should be cool.
things have come& gone. opportunities came&went. no house. no kids. no career. only work and barely get to see my husband. :sarcasticclap: yep, livin' it up here. :lmao:
I don't have any clue what I'm doing
this is probably the sloppiest un-though out journal of mine.
but who reads it anyway ? :/
hopefully vacation in a few months. :giggle: first in 3yrs
yay.